Life as Teacher: My Healing Journey
A Sensitive Curious Soul
I have always been a sensitive, curious soul, in a world that often felt too loud. To protect my emotional balance, I learned to dissociate, to hide parts of myself, and to carry unspoken questions about why I experienced life so differently.
Some of this came from undiagnosed neurodivergence, some from the weight of growing up with war and displacement, and some from family trauma. Like many of my generation, I was raised by parents who didn’t have the emotional tools to truly attune. As a sensitive child, that hit hard and taught me to hide even more of who I was.
And yet, I was also connected to something greater, channeling, receiving guidance, and exploring the mysteries of Universe as if it were second nature.
I always felt different, a little disconnected from those around me, so I went searching for answers beyond my immediate world. I found them in books, in conversations with mystics, witches, and Buddhists, in the pages of astrology and numerology, and in the rituals of shamanism and witchcraft.
“I had learned to keep myself safe by performing”
Awakening and Tower Moments
For years, this exploration lived quietly and privately in the background of my life, because it didn’t fit with the mask I was wearing.
I had learned to keep myself safe by performing, by being the good daughter, the good girlfriend, the good professional, the proper woman. Ninety percent of my energy went into earning love through productivity and perfectionism, leaving little space for the truth of who I really was.
Then, in 2018, I began meditating, and it had a huge impact. Something cracked open in me, even if I couldn’t yet explain it. For the first time, I felt the doorway I had long ignored: my body. That connection felt life-changing, though I only later understood why. Meditation planted the seed of embodiment, the missing piece that had been buried under years of masks and overachievement.
Over time, that seed grew quietly beneath the surface. By 2020, the pull became undeniable: “I know I have gifts I’m not using. I don’t know what they are yet, but I’m committed to finding them.”
That commitment was the catalyst, and soon after, my body finally felt safe enough to collapse, cocoon, and begin again.
What followed were tower moments and initiations: burnout, chronic fatigue, and the dismantling of the life I had built. Strangely, I knew my body was finally safe enough to collapse, to cocoon, and to begin again.
Rebirth and Remembering My Gifts
That season forced me to embody the wisdom I had collected for years but hadn’t yet lived: shadow work, energy healing, embodiment, acceptance, and the courage to follow what felt true rather than what made sense on paper.
Sometimes alignment looked like chaos, making choices that made no sense to others, but were necessary to break the spell of old attachments. It was messy and painful at times: exploring psychedelics, leaving my career as an architect, reclaiming my inner child and teenager, exploring my sexuality and queerness, learning to rest without guilt, even finding healing through raves and festivals. Those weren’t paths I needed to walk forever, but in that season they were medicine, they shattered perfectionism and helped me reclaim the parts of myself I had long buried. We each have our own medicine, and it changes as we do.
It was terrifying, and yet deeply freeing.
Slowly, piece by piece, I was reborn in alignment. I discovered that the techniques I was drawn to, Reiki, energy channeling, light language, were not new to me at all. They were already mine, woven into my being, waiting to be remembered, and waiting for the noise and dust that had built around them to crumble.
“Sometimes alignment looked like chaos, making choices that made no sense to others”
The Work I Share Today
And this is why my approach is person-centered and non-judgmental: every journey is different. The medicine we need shifts with each season of life, sometimes structure and devotion, sometimes loosening and joy. My role is to honor where you are, and to walk beside you as you align with who you truly are.
When I hold space for someone, I don’t just “clear energy.” My unique way of working is about connecting you with the version of yourself that already exists, the self who is free, powerful, and whole. From there, I tune into what stands between your current self and that future self. Together with your higher self and guides, we clear what no longer resonates and activate the gifts and frequencies that are ready to emerge.
Sometimes that means releasing ancestral wounds, childhood patterns, or past-life echoes. Sometimes it means receiving activations that awaken new capacities within you, gifts, insights, creative flow, or a sense of deep alignment. Sessions can be profound and often bring transformation that continues to unfold long after we close.
At the heart of my work is a simple truth: we are multidimensional beings, inherently worthy of love, joy, and abundance. I believe we are here to co-create a world built on community, connection, and hope, and every time one of us steps into our highest timeline, we bring that world closer.
If you feel called to release what holds you back and step into the fullness of who you already are, I would love to walk with you.
